I Don’t Care!!
Today I feel like repeating myself, but I won’t since I’ve already said it. Just go back and see this post again to understand exactly what kind of day today was. You know, I’m a very neutral person. I don’t pick sides, I’m never out to get anyone, I do my best and try to get along with everyone I can. But for some reason people form these vendettas that make absolutely no sense. I’m cursed as a very self-conscious and insecure person, so I do take things a little personally, I admit that. But seriously, being an adult is just as rediculous as being a child was sometimes. Do you ever feel that way?
Yeah, it was one of those Mondays. Very busy day, had some fires to put out. And at the end of the day all I get is some pety office politician trying to make my life even more miserable. A co-worker had some inspiring words, though. He vents to me when he’s having his trouble with office politicians, and so I felt it would be okay to vent to him. Not surprisingly, he had the right advice, better advice than I can usually offer him. He told me to go home and just look around at what I’m even going to work for. Realize that work doesn’t really matter that much, what’s at home is what matters. Unfortunately Lizzie wasn’t home when I got here, but the thought still helped. He’s right, I should just leave my aggravations from work there. Because I’m just there to make money all for the ultimate goal of having a nice, stable, safe home. I don’t live at work. I live at home, that’s what matters most.
Maybe that doesn’t make sense, but it makes sense in my head. Yeah, I’m the kind of person who takes his work very seriously and I live and breathe what I do for a living, but ultimately I just have to stand up and scream “I don’t care!” to maintain my sanity.
Man, I can’t wait to go home for Thanksgiving. A four day weekend up north sounds great right now.
Well, It’s supposed to snow tonight. I guess that means I need to get up about an hour early tomorrow. First snowfall in this place is always a huge event, everyone forgets how to drive. Wish me luck.